First, the story. Then,
the grave.
She loved him,
she loved him not. She killed him, she didn’t. Before we killed her, she spoke or
she didn’t speak. She and her words are whittled by the storyteller
who sits invisible in the tree we gather beneath today as rain
slips into her coffin like every coffin, no matter what the salesman
whispers in the parlor’s showroom.
We are gathered to celebrate a momentous
moment. The first hanging of a woman in the state. The first woman
in such a state. A first and only woman. A woman who lived and
died over a hundred years ago. A woman who wore white thrice. A
wedding veil, a mourning veil, a veil of mold. The third only seen
by what eats her, like applause.
According
to time and town, she rode her casket between crowds who
came to cheer and be cheered by the
one who cheers on the left and the right. So many tourists
the town’s four blinded horses paraded her to the larger
town with a taller ladder and tree where her legs thrashed,
fluttering her
skirt and baring her ankles like evidence of guilt. Where there
is guilt, there is crime or love.
No matter.
Before her heart stopped, her lungs
and her father's knees collapsed like the bleachers after burial.
We inhaled her last breath, hoisting our screams and her body to
the branch.On the tree across from hers, wide-eyed
children perched. Unfortunately, their branch broke a breath before
her neck, so many turned, never to say later that they applauded
only their imagining of her death. Those who saw never described,
how, before the rope saved her from the town and the town from
each other, it looked like she would fall into our hands, so we
tried to catch her, but our palms caught only themselves, clapping
in and out of prayer, all our hands exploding so that death had
a sound we could stop.
Now to her grave and then to the
annual downtown festival: free popcorn, a tribute band, Main-Street
coffin races where we take pictures of ourselves pushing children
in pine boxes toward the finish line.
Tomorrow, the parade and play. Tonight,
a hayride then bonfire.