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Trompe
L'Oeil
by K.C. Shaw
Rosemary plunked
her brush into the pot of turpentine. “I
give up. This looks awful.”
The studio cat,
asleep on her cushion in the windowsill,
stood and stretched. Rosemary stretched
too, grimacing at the stiffness in
her back and neck. She’d been working
longer than she thought. “What time
is it?”
She heard the
faint whir as Angelo woke from powersave
mode. “Ten minutes until five.”
“I’m about to
lose my light anyway, then.” Rosemary
frowned at the canvas. It had an
amateurish, piecemeal look. She’d
fussed over it too long.
She took it
off the easel and leaned it against
the wall. Maybe it would turn out
to be salvageable when she evaluated
it in the morning.
“Another canvas?” Angelo
said.
“No. I’m through
for the day. Well, set me up a canvas
for tomorrow.”
Angelo picked
up one of the canvases waiting in
the corner and brought it over. He
walked surprisingly quietly for a
robot his size—padded feet and patent
spring legs—but Rosemary worried
at the faint creaking she heard at
each step. His maintenance wasn’t
due until February.
Then again,
he was almost eight years old. It
was time to think about replacing
him—but not yet. She ran through
the list of her usual excuses: a
new robot was too expensive, she
didn’t need all the bells and whistles
the new ones offered now, Angelo
already knew everything she expected
of him. That was almost as important
as the money. She never had to tell
Angelo to feed the cat, for instance,
and he knew how to stretch canvases.
She turned her
attention to the still life she’d
set up on the table. It was a basket
of green and red apples sitting on
a dark green cloth. It shouldn’t
be any trouble to paint, yet she’d
spent hours trying to capture the
way the apples glowed in the afternoon
sunlight.
She had a moment
when she wanted to start over, to
dash paint on the new canvas as fast
as possible—sometimes that worked
when a more methodical approach didn’t.
But she was getting hungry, and in
another hour the light would have
shifted so much the shadows would
be distracting.
Ten years ago,
she knew she’d have worked until
she got the painting right, no matter
how long it took. She wasn’t sure
if she’d become wiser in the last
decade, or just lazy.
“Are you done
for the day?” Angelo asked.
“Yes,” Rosemary
said reluctantly. “Clean up and get
everything ready for tomorrow.” She
looked again at the still life, then
at the canvas propped against the
wall, and sighed. “And throw that
old canvas away. Put your foot through
it or something first.” She shouldered
her bag. “I wish you’d paint the
damn still life for me. See you tomorrow.”
The autumn light
gilded rooftops and windows. Rosemary’s
shadow stretched away from her feet.
She wanted to paint what she saw,
how she felt, and she realized how
dull her basket of apples was. She’d
throw the still life away in the
morning. Maybe she’d take her kit
and paint outside; she hadn’t done
that in months—maybe she’d visit
the same sites she’d painted that
spring, display them together.
Full of plans
and anticipation, she went home.
#
It rained the
next morning. Rosemary arrived at
the studio later than usual, feeling
grumpy at her ruined plans, and found
Bev waiting for her.
Bev was sitting
on a stool, her hands on her paint-splotched
overall knees, staring at a canvas
propped against the wall. The room
smelled faintly of souring apples
above the stronger smell of turpentine.
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“My still life’s going rotten,” Rosemary
said. “In more ways than one. I told Angelo to put his
foot through that canvas last night.” She looked around
for Angelo, worried suddenly. He never forgot a command.
It really was time to replace him.
“I disposed of the canvas as you requested,” Angelo
said.
“Then what are you looking at, Bev?”
“Your still life. It’s amazing.”
Rosemary dropped her bag on the floor
and joined Bev. The canvas propped against the wall wasn’t
the one Rosemary had painted, but it was her still life.
The red and green apples glowed warmly in their basket,
late afternoon sun and shadow depicted perfectly—and yet,
as Rosemary looked, it seemed to her that the shadows lengthened
as the sun set, the painter’s skill tricking the eye. Where
had the painting come from?
Bev said, “How’d you do it? I keep
looking and I can’t decide. It’s almost as if you painted
the canvas from right to left. Did you?”
“Er—well, I guess you could say that,” Rosemary
managed. She remembered suddenly what she’d said to Angelo
as she’d left last night—I wish you’d paint the damn still
life for me. And he had. He never disobeyed.
But robots couldn’t paint. And this
was a master work.
“It’s the best thing you’ve ever done,
Rose, and I’m not kidding. You need to do more like this.”
“I was just experimenting,” Rosemary
said weakly. She shot a glance at Angelo but he was in
powersave mode now, his blank face staring at nothing.
“Well, keep experimenting. This is
fantastic.” Bev slid down from the stool. “You’ll enter
it in Dante’s show, of course.”
“I don’t know—it’s not really me.”
“You’ll sell it, though, and probably
win. Besides, if it’s a new direction for you, the show
will be good exposure.”
“It’s not a new direction,” Rosemary
said, feeling uncomfortable. She should tell Bev it was
Angelo’s work, not hers—but what if it wasn’t? She should
tell Bev she didn’t know who had painted it. She should
tell Bev she wasn’t that good.
She wanted to be that good. She wished
she’d painted it.
“I’ll enter it,” she said, “but not
under the studio’s name. It was just an experiment, really.
I don’t like trompe l’oeil—what’s the point? I have a camera.”
Bev pointed at the table, where the
still life—now enlivened by spiraling fruit flies—seemed
flat next to the painting. “You’d have to be a damn fine
photographer to make that look like this.”
“It’s the light. The light was perfect.” Rosemary
crossed to the table hastily and picked up the basket. “I’m
going to throw these out. How’s Sammy?”
“Don’t change the subject,” Bev said,
and trailed after Rosemary as she carried the basket into
the studio’s tiny kitchen. “Let’s go pick up entry forms
now. It’s too rainy to do anything else.”
“Not yet. I thought I’d do some cleaning
this morning.”
“Get Angelo to do it.”
“I’m worried about him. He’s squeaking.”
Bev snorted. “Look, I’ve told you
a thousand times—it’s time to upgrade him to something
made this decade. Come over and I’ll show you what my Baritone
XT can do.”
“I’m going to stick with Angelo a
little longer.”
“Suit yourself.” Bev watched her gather
cleaning stuff from under the sink. “I’ll get an entry
form for you.”
When Bev was gone Rosemary did a little
cleaning, pretending that’s what she’d had in mind all
along. Her attention kept straying to the painting. It
wasn’t just beautiful, it was riveting. She caught herself
thinking up titles for it.
“Angelo?”
She heard the whir, like a wheezy
old man. “Yes?”
“Did you paint that still life?”
“Yes. You asked me to.”
Rosemary stared at it a little longer,
and felt jealousy and guilt warring inside her. “Why didn’t
you tell Bev you were the one who’d painted it, then? You
let me take the credit.”
There was a longer whir this time,
as though Angelo was thinking. He did that sometimes, if
she asked him a question with no real answer. “The brushes
did not ask for credit.”
She turned away from the painting
and stared at Angelo. He looked the same as usual. “That
was philosophical—I think,” she said. She doubted Bev’s
Baritone XT could have come up with something that profound. “It
doesn’t bother you that I’m taking credit for your work?”
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“No.”
She supposed that should have made
her feel better, but instead her guilt only deepened. But
when Bev returned with entry forms and brunch, Rosemary
titled the painting “Autumn” and priced it at six hundred
dollars.
“Don’t be ridiculous,” Bev snapped
when she saw the price.
“You’re right. I just like it, I guess.
I’ll drop it to four.” She started to mark out the number
but Bev snatched the pen from her hand.
“Give it here.” Bev changed it to
26,000. “You’ll sell it. And if you don’t, I’ll buy it
from you for six.”
Rosemary gaped at the price. She sold
paintings for seven or eight thousand a few times a year—often
enough to keep her from finding a job—but most of her sales
were far more modest.
“And you haven’t signed it,” Bev added. “Better
do that now.”
Rosemary picked up a brush and a tube
of alizarin crimson, and dabbed her signature onto a corner
of the painting. She was a little embarrassed at the pleasure
she got from the act, as though by signing the painting
she could really make it her work.
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Dante’s show was in January. It snowed
the week before, but the snow had melted and a weak winter
sun shone in puddles. Rosemary had not spoken to Angelo
about the painting again, but she hadn’t asked him to paint
another—although she’d been tempted. She kept thinking
she’d wait until after the show to decide. The painting
might not sell after all.
She and Bev drove to Dante’s together,
Rosemary with the familiar flutter of anticipation in her
stomach. She loved and hated shows at the same time, and
Dante’s was a big one.
“It’s because you’re so competitive,” Bev
said, cruising up the street looking for a parking space.
It was already crowded, though, and they had to park in
a garage two streets over. “And, of course, you’ve got
something new entered. You know, you could really hit the
big time with that painting. I didn’t know you had it in
you.”
“Don’t keep saying that,” Rosemary
said. She almost confessed then, but her hefty entry fee
was paid—if she admitted she hadn’t painted “Autumn,” it
would be disqualified.
Dante’s was full of friends and acquaintances,
and filling up fast with other people—art students, tourists,
buyers from the big studios in New York City. Dante met
them at the door, his long hair tamed into a smooth ponytail,
his black suit expensive-looking.
“Rosemary, dear, you’ve made a tiny
piece of history. Your apple painting sold before we’d
even officially opened, with no haggling. You didn’t price
it high enough, I’m afraid.”
“What?” Rosemary said. “It sold?”
“Yes. Sold,” Dante said, smiling,
and Bev told him how much she had originally planned to
price it.
Rosemary thought uncomfortably about
the sale. The painting would stay in place with that discreet “sold” sign
next to it for the entire two-week show, attracting attention.
She’d get commissions she couldn’t honor without Angelo’s
help. She did have two of her own paintings in the show,
but next to “Autumn” they seemed—not amateurish, but not
deathless.
The money would be good, even after
Dante’s commission. She could get Angelo’s squeaking looked
at.
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Rosemary got to the studio as early
as she could the next morning, still slightly hung over.
Angelo had cleaned up after the late-night celebration
party without needing to be told. He was standing in the
corner in powersave mode as usual; a fresh canvas waited
on the easel.
Rosemary prepared her palette, but
she couldn’t concentrate. The apple painting’s buyer had
called her that morning. He wanted more of her stuff.
She sighed. “Angelo,” she said, and
heard the soft whir as he came to attention, “do you think
you could do another painting like the apples? I’d like
to see your technique,” she added, and was immediately
embarrassed. Lying to a robot.
“Of course,” Angelo said, squeaking
his way across the studio. “I have a memory file of the
painting.”
“No—I don’t mean do the same painting,” Rosemary
said quickly. “A new one.” She picked the easel up and
carried it to the window, with its always-interesting view
of rooftops. She’d painted it dozens of times but never
tired of it. “Paint the cityscape.”
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Angelo took the palette and selected
a brush from the jar; he began painting immediately, without
hesitation. Rosemary stared. Paintings were properly done
in layers, back to front. Angelo began on the right side
of the canvas and worked his way across. He painted briskly,
every touch of the brush precise.
The result should have been a mess,
should have looked dead and flat. But Angelo understood
light. The early winter sunshine seemed to pour across
the painted buildings, the sky looked brittle and cold.
All of Angelo’s techniques were Rosemary’s—his selection
of brushes, his color combinations, even the way he held
his brush—and she supposed he’d learned them from watching
her. But what he did with the techniques eclipsed Rosemary’s
best.
Angelo painted without pause for a
full hour. He never needed to touch up or change an earlier
stroke, never even stepped back to see how the painting
looked as a whole. When he was done, he was done. He put
the palette down and began to clean the brushes.
Rosemary gazed at the painting. If
she sold it—when she sold it—she would be flush for the
next year. But she hadn’t painted it.
She realized her jaw was clenched.
She made herself relax. “Did you enjoy painting it?” she
asked Angelo.
He straightened up but didn’t answer
right away. Finally he said, “I am pleased to do all the
tasks you require of me.” It was one of his pre-programmed
responses.
“Well, would you mind if I took credit
for this one too?” Guilt and jealousy seethed together
inside her, until she felt a little sick—unless that was
still her hangover.
“I do not mind.”
“Maybe you could paint me a few more
later this week.” She couldn’t look away from the painting.
She had tried to capture the spirit of that view for years.
Angelo had succeeded in one hour.
She lifted the canvas off the easel
and set it aside to dry. She would sign it later.
#
Winter shaded into spring, and with
the green-gold light and longer days Rosemary plunged into
her work as she always did around April. She was surveying
the row of drying canvases with pleasure when the studio
door jingled and Bev came in.
“Hey, I just sold that awful abstract
thing I did last year,” Bev said. “Let’s go celebrate.”
“Okay. Look what I’m working on.”
Bev surveyed the paintings. “The middle
one’s the best, the one where you painted the bridge from
below. I like the way you made it seem so menacing. Hurry
up—let’s go.”
“Hang on—robot, I need the brushes
cleaned, but leave the palette.” She turned to Bev. “Okay,
I think that’s all, as long as we’re not gone all day.”
“No, just lunch, I thought. Where’s
Angelo?” Bev asked, looking at the sleek robot approaching
noiselessly.
“They stopped making parts for him.
I finally upgraded.”
“Good for you. What are you calling
this one?”
“Nothing, I guess. It’s silly to name
a robot. They’re just machines.”
“Yeah.” Bev glanced at the canvas
on the nearby easel. “I like those sketches of the cat.”
“They’re only sketches because every
time I start painting she gets up and moves. It’s an exercise
in working quickly.”
“They’re good,” Bev said, but she
glanced around the studio as though looking for something. “I
wish I had that apple painting you sold. Dante said you’ve
stopped working with that right-to-left technique.”
“Yes,” Rosemary said. She thought
of Angelo, and the relief she’d felt when the technician
switched him off for the last time before he was sent for
recycling. “I decided it wasn’t for me.”
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