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Long Way From Home
by Alice Folkart

 

I was going to have a hard time explaining the sudden appearance of a silent child in my life, a black-haired, violet-eyed little girl. As I’d waited for the number 57 crosstown bus that night after work, she had simply materialized at my side, had reached up and slipped her hand into mine and said, “Mr. Warren, please take me home with you.”

I probably should have done something, taken her to the police station, or something. But, it had been a long day, and the bus pulled up just then. I’d figured I had no choice. I couldn’t leave her on the street.

Mrs. Garity, my landlady, watching the street from her front window, saw us walking from the bus stop and met us at the top of the stoop. “What’s this, Henry?”

I was ready for her. “Family emergency, Mrs. G. We were just coming up to let you know.”

She eyed me, then stared at the child, who blandly stared back. I leaned conspiratorially close to the old lady and whispered, “My sister, her mother, passed away yesterday—sudden, unexpected,“ I then drew away and gazed sorrowfully down at the child. “My niece. She’s four.”

“I don’t care how old she is. She’s a kid, and you can’t have her here, Mr. Warren.”

“Oh, I’m well aware of that, Mrs. G. She’s got folks out in Arizona. Just have to notify them and put her on a Greyhound bus.” Mrs. G. looked doubtful, so I added, “Poor thing.”

“You know the rules, no visitors of the opposite sex, no pets, and NO CHILDREN! Your niece, eh? Funny, she don’t favor you at all.”

“Takes after her father’s side—gypsies and tinkers,” I said, attempting a joke. She didn’t laugh. “I know the rules, but this came right out of the blue. She’ll be on her way tomorrow or the next day, promise.”

“She’d better,“ grumbled the Garity. “I’ll turn a blind eye to her now, but not for long. The other tenants will start trying to get away with cats and birds and high jinks, and I ain’t putting up with any of that.”

As we climbed the two flights to my apartment, the child looked up at me, “Blind eye? She’s blind?”

“No, that’s just a figure of speech.”

“A figure . . .”

“Never mind. It’s hard to explain. You’re too little.”

She was tiny, only waist-high on me, but not childlike at all—too quiet; and her eyes weren’t a kid’s eyes, either, they were full, brimming with something old and wise, but I couldn’t tell what.

“So,” I asked as I unlocked the door, “What’s your name?”

She seemed to think it over carefully, closed her eyes for a second, then said, “Pearl, I suppose.”

“You suppose?” She didn’t respond. “OK, that’s fine. Do you have a last name?”

“Oh no, I only have this one. I haven’t done this before.”

“Done what?”

“Got lost.”

“Yes, but you must have a family name.”

“Oh, you mean my rank and generation number?”

“Rank? Generation?” I thought she was kidding. Kids pick up all sorts of stuff at the Saturday matinées, Flash Gordon movies. “No. Your last name.”

“Pearl.”

It was exasperating, “That can’t be your last name.”

“But, it is,” she explained. “I haven’t had any others since this one.”

I gave up. “OK, Pearl, we’ll work that out later. Now, can you tell me where you live?”

“Not exactly; but don’t worry, they will come back for me.”

 

 

 

“Who? Your parents?”

“Parents?”

“Yes, your mother and father.”

“Ah, yes. You birth live on this planet, don’t you?” She sighed, “We don’t have parents where I come from. I’m a hatching, fifth order, third rank, three-hundredth generation. I have lived perhaps two hundred of your years, not long by our standards. I still have much to learn.”

“Two hundred . . .a 'hatching'? A bird?” It was a lot to swallow.

“No, no. Reptilian. Of course, we alter ourselves to fit the norm on each planet, I mean place, that we visit. That’s fun. We call it, 'dressing up'. If you want, I could show you what I really look like, but I’m not supposed to. Anyway, I don’t think you would like it.”

“A reptile?” I said, thinking snakes, lizards and horny toads. “But, you’re such a pretty little girl.”

“Thank you, I got to choose from the image archives. The eyes are exactly the same color as the sky at home.”

OK, so I swallowed it all, hook, line and sinker, and I’m a native New Yorker, seen every con there is. Maybe I’m finally getting old, tired, maybe a little lonely, just another sad sack. But, you know, she really lit up my place, kinda made it glow. I wanted to believe. Even if she turned out to be just a smart midget from the Ringling Brothers circus over at the Garden, I wanted to believe.

“So, what happened,. why are you here?” I asked. “Did your people abandon you? Where did they go? How will they find you?”

“It was my own fault. I was on a data collect during a probe stop and didn’t get back in time. It’s a big ship; so many of us. They’re probably only now noticing my absence. But, they’ll be back if only because the third directive forbids us to leave anything or anyone behind when we go on survey. Besides, it is known that the contract on my transformation will expire soon. Of course, revelation to the native population is discouraged, but I think they’ll understand in this case.”

“But, where. . .” I stuttered. She gave me that look that my geometry teacher in high school used to give me to shut me up, so I stopped with the questions.

Pearl wouldn’t accept food or water, said she was fine, she just asked me to open the window, and then settled into my big chair in front it and stared at the sky. As far as I know, she pretty much stayed there night and day the whole time she was with me. Every day when I came home from work, there she’d be, watching.

Having her around was nice. After a couple of days I stopped worrying that she didn’t eat, and I got used to her trances, which she said were like our sleep. I liked having her there sitting there at the window. Much better than a cat anytime.

Finally, I came home from work one night, and she was gone.

The window was still open, the sky dark and full of stars.

The place felt empty. Dead. I threw my hat on the sofa, hung up my coat, and just stood there wondering what to do. Then I saw it, a shiny, inch-square silver box sat on the windowsill. Something she’d forgotten. She’d have to come back for it. She’d wasn’t supposed to leave anything behind. Or, maybe it was for me. Maybe she’d broken that Third Directive for me.

I did and didn’t want to open it. Of course, I was curious, but as long as I let it sit there unopened, I could imagine that she had just stepped out of the room and would be right back, that her people hadn’t come to fetch her.

I made myself a cup of tea, brought it back to living room. The night was chilly, but there was no way I was going to close that window, shut out the stars. I sipped the fragrant liquid and stared at the box. Yes, I should look. I picked it up and folded back the intricately-hinged lid. A lovely pale-pink pearl, perfectly round, nearly filled the box—a gift—totally against the Directive.

I’d known that it couldn’t last, and sometimes I wish we hadn’t met. Life had been OK, boring and pointless, but OK, before she’d appeared. But, now that I’d seen how it could be, I wouldn’t be satisfied with that.

Maybe she’d come again, sent back to retrieve what she had left behind.